Sometimes...

...the right thing, is the hardest thing.

Bullying

It's very tragic what happened to the 14 year old kid from this area. Its very tragic what happens to many kids all over the world. I'd like to say it gets better as you get older. But does it really?
It's insane the amount of bullying that goes on thanks to facebook. I see it almost every day and it baffles my mind.

who cares what someone likes
who cares what someone doesnt like
who cares what music they listen to
who cares what they wear, what they drink, what they eat, what they do, where they work.

Every person is entitled to be who they want to be and I wish it was without judgement.

I want my friends, family, their friends and family, their children and siblings to all feel free to be who they want regardless of whether or not someone else thinks its cool or not.

You can't say bullying is bad and then be a bully. It doesn't work that way.

I'm saying we all give everyone a chance starting now. A chance to be themselves. Free of Judgement. Each one of us is perfect the way we are. And if what we do, wear, eat , drink, listen to, watch, or read makes us happy...then you know what I'm glad :)

I'm happy for each and every one of you and what you choose to do with your life. its your choice and I respect that and I appreciate the differences we all have.

Todays the day we should all start, if we haven't already.

Update on new things

There are few things in the world that I absolutely hate, but I hate RAW RED PEPPERS. In fact raw any color peppers!
they're so fricken pretty to look at but...
dammit

Yes I took  the time to decorate those peppers on paint haha.

There are some foods that I like now that I didnt before!
Onions mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm cooked or raw
Garbanzo beans. Used to hate them, now I cant have a salad without them!

So at least I can add 2 to my new like pile. For now those peppers will just have to leave me alone! I'm sorry. its nothing personal haha

wedding update

less than 20 days out officially! My dress is too tight and needs to be let out uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh.
However we do have a place to stay for a few days and nights after the wedding!

check it out! Jim Thorpe Inn

Yesterday I went with breanna at Letchworth State Park. If you've never been you should go! but be prepared to have sore legs and a sore butt the next morning.

It was gorgeous out and was a good stress reliever from all the wedding stresses i've been hitting.

<3

Act like a kid again!

While I do many adult things day in and day out . I love taking time to feel like a kid again!

I got a couple ways of my own to feel young:

-I love cuddling up and watching a disney movie
-Drinking chocolate milk and blowing bubbles in it
-Swinging on a swingset
-Riding a rollercoaster
-Coloring
-Spinning in circles and lying flat on the grass
-Playing games

so go about your busy day but take a little bit of time


go watch some Stand by me

<3

New things

Starting this year I have begun to expand my horizons. I want to do new things and not be afraid to try. I've already began to try a new way of life for my health and body, and i've tried a few foods I've never tried!

I've already had fish with breanna which was DELCIOUS! I have had homemade guacamole. I've begun the practice of yoga and am really glad I stuck with it. It makes me feel amazing and I've seen how much I've grown over time.  

I know that some foods I try I may not like but I will be grateful for trying. Some experiences might not be what I thought they'd be like but I am going to try.

You can call it a bucketlist if you want but I'm just going to call it TRY!
Some of the things are little,

-Read a book by someone I've never read before
-Eat many new things i've never dared to eat before!
-Learn a new language
-Volunteer
-Gun range! learn to shoot
-help someone else reach something they've been trying to acheive
-go apple picking
-make ornaments for family and friends

I'm going to start by making my own veil! Wish me luck.

I really want to use this as a way to document all the new adventures. The world's evolving, and so am I!

All you need is love

Wedding update: so the wedding is 1 month and 1 day away! AHHHH! I have so much to do and I just keep trying to tackle it bit by bit.

I got all my girls their gifts this week and I got the luminaries for the tables. They look pretty cute.



I have to pre-warn everyone if I go a little crazy. Understaffed is an understatment for my current situation at work, just a few weeks before my wedding naturally. Tentatively, I am still going to be homeless come oct 1st. We might be spending our wedding night in our cars haha.

Despite all the stress going on at work I'm still smiling. Its because in 1 month and 1 days I get to marry my soul mate. Everday, I wonder how I got so lucky and always worry that it cant be this perfect. But it really is! and I really am this damn lucky!

So thank you to my future husband for putting up with me freaking out, even when things are this chaotic, I go through my day with a smile on my face!

Jar full of nuts

Yoga Journal - Yoga Philosophy - Just Let Go

Something good to read! I promise, friends :)

Freak out

So, I am a little freaked out. I still have not found an apartment yet, I realized all the stuff I need to do for the wedding, and I havent been sleeping good at all.

Last night was the first night in 3 days that I slept for more than 3 or 4 hours. I have tomorrow so I NEED to just sleep in. I just cant find the drive I need this week. I want it to be over already. I blame PMS. I constantly feel groggy. I've done some yoga made me a delcious smoothie, had green tea this week. Today I think I will have to try coffee.

The month I want to surround myself with people I love most, is probably going to be the month i'm  most alone and busy. So, I apologize now to all of you!

I bought my bridesmaids gits last night, brandon got his groomsmens gifts, and I got the table luminaries!

I apologize to anyone if I have some freak outs this month, just know I love you all :)